February 2011
7 posts
I could still recall how sick I was last week, having to worry about the upcoming TP. Jeez. Those were the days where endless anxieties where prominent. I felt sick to the stomach on the day of TP since it was my third attempt and I could probably go dig holes and hide myself instead.
I was blown by further anxiety when I saw the TP assessor that was in charge of me was the one who failed my last...
January 2011
14 posts
I wanna dig, dig, dig a hole right here, right now.
This life, I have learnt, getting something you’ve always wanted may not always be easy. At times you have to cry before you can smile. I’m still waiting patiently for the day to wear that graduation robe, throwing up graduation hats up in the air as I hold onto my degree cert in sheer happiness, now that I have finally fulfilled my 2010 dream; a license. Hopeful smile*
I pass :)
I’m feeling sickly, so so sickly at the wrong time! This fever is taking its toll, while I’m having a raging bowel movement that keep excreting loose watery stools. Either I feel like throwing up, or I lau sai.
ERRRGHHH!
And the best part is, it’s TP in one day’s time!!!! AAAAARGHHHHH
Why like that!
These days have been unpleasant. I’ve been feeling all worn out that a little more rest would benefit me much though.
Mom has been involved in a road traffic accident; got hit by a motorcyclist recently. While I’m fighting hard to keep my faith strong in continuing my upcoming TP, I am too, fighting hard for my family care leave that seemed to be so hard to come by.
What are the...
Ten reasons why I wanna quit.
1) I didn’t study this hard just to get ridiculed and yelled by patients for nothing.
2) No point working so hard when your efforts ain’t being recognised.
3) It’s hard to get favours returned. It’s easier said than done.
4) People tend to magnify your mistakes and flaws and make a big hu-ha out of it.
5) They don’t seem to appreciate and be grateful.
6) No sense...
I’m feeling kinda excited for circuit revision tomorrow now that I’m going with my younger brother! He’s taking up his Class 2A lessons while I have to continue gearing up for the next TP test.
I’m feeling so much exasperated knowing that I have to go back to square one once again since I had one immediate failure for a freaking small mistake!
Ergh. That I will never...
10 demerit points, with one immediate failure. I feel so shitty.
12 hours from now, I would probably be riding or perhaps done with my Traffic Police test. Had insomnia lastnight, having jitters as my anxiety escalates. I gotta admit that I was feeling more nervous than I was previously, on my first attempt for TP.
Nevertheless, I must say that the circuit revision I had in the evening just now helps alot! I’m less nervous now. Feeling really grateful...
Please let me pass my TP on this 13 January 2011 =(
“Always look at what you have left. Never look at what you have lost.”
– Robert H. Schuller
